ken's bars

my public private diary

  • to new beginnings

    to new beginnings

    In this reflective summer blog, Kenny outlines goals for independence, consistency, discipline, and follow-through—acknowledging personal growth areas with honesty and humor. She also shares a summer/birthday wish list, her makeup base, a reading and watch list, and details from a Zack Fox DJ set. Despite financial stress ahead of her 21st birthday, Kenny remains optimistic,…

  • see u in 4 months

    see u in 4 months

    i’m back, did you miss me? cause i missed you! hey long story short my depression is picking back up again and i’m about to be less busy so i’m using this for structure, accountability, and a creative outlet. which has always kind of been ken’s bars’ purpose. this is a jumbled mess, not particularly…

  • become grass: lessons about letting go

    become grass: lessons about letting go

    short tales and teachings about letting go that help ken invite peace into her life.

  • 45 summer staples

    45 summer staples

    a list of activities, products, and practices to define kenny’s summer… with no nuance!

  • ken doll’s interlude

    ken doll’s interlude

    ken doll is marked by bright colors, themes of expanded thought and evolution, songs that feel like summer, fruit with a heavy emphasis on citruses, accepting mistakes and owning insecurities, honest vulnerability, and my pledge to put myself first. 

  • Kenny Coded #3

    Kenny Coded #3

    a letter from the inside of my brain, dedicated to my most overwhelming thoughts of the previous week.

  • Kenny Coded #2

    Kenny Coded #2

    a letter from the inside of my brain, dedicated to my most overwhelming thoughts of the previous week.

  • March 18-23rd Recap

    March 18-23rd Recap

    Welcome back to another hectic week in Kendall’s life, academically she battles back-to-back exams, all night study sessions, and lots of research. Kendall’s lacrosse obligations introduce a new twist: NCAA drug testing and, to no ones surprise, a game day soaked in rain.

  • March 11-16th Recap

    March 11-16th Recap

    This week Kendall was finally cleared to practice and prioritized being in the warm weather and socializing. While the beginning of the week starts off slow it picks up with a New York trip, a random parting, and restless nights.

  • March 4-9th Recap

    March 4-9th Recap

    March starts off with an unexpected break from lacrosse and the reappearance of an estranged member of Kenny’s life. Even though school is suspended for spring break, Kendall’s week is full of life lessons.